To the best friend that's never left my side...

To the best friend that's never left my side; thank you. Thank you so much for never leaving because here lately it seems like everything I've once loved has soon enough left. Thank you for everything. You're the reason I'm still alive. Without you, I wouldn't be here right now. Without you, I wouldn't be as confident and outgoing as I am today. Without you, I wouldn't have been able to breathe. Without you, I wouldn't have held on for so long. You've taught me so many things in life. You've taught me to love the little things in life a little more and ignore all negativity. You've taught me how to love myself again. You've taught me how to be happy. You've taught me to never let anyone else be my happiness. You've taught me to laugh a little more and not take every little thing so seriously. There's no one else I'd rather tell everything to. There's no one else I'd rather rant to at random times of the day. There's no one else I'd rather stay up until 3 am laughing at each other and making inside jokes with. There's no one else I'd rather sing throwback songs with as were driving to the store to get stuff to make pancakes. There's no one else I'd rather call my best friend. One of my favorite things about our friendship is that when people come up to us trying to start drama between us, we laugh in their face because we talk crap about each other to each other's faces. I also love the fact that we can make jokes about each other without getting mad, but instead laughing in agreement. You will never understand exactly how much you need to me. If I didn't have you who would I sing every single lyric of Bad Chick by Somo with? Who would I make pancakes with at 12 am? Who would I go to when I need a break from reality for a while? Who would I make inside jokes with? Who would I laugh at when they make random statements that make no sense at all? Who's laugh would I make fun of because we have the same one? Or when you get excited about something while you're talking and one of your eyes go crossed while the other one stayed straight? Who would I cheer on at halftime at football games during the band performance because you're the best trumpet player I know? Or at band competitions? I honestly can safely say that there is no one that can replace my one and only best friend. I want everyone to know that I usually make my posts general and not pertaining to anyone specific, but this time I made an exception because it's too personal to myself to make generic. I also want everyone that's reading this to know that I'm talking about my one and only best friend, Cassidy Elaine. I love you Nork [inside joke]. Keep your head up, because no one can ever replace you.